Her Present ! ^_^

First of all , i want to let you all know , this Bear is Very Very special

WHY ?? it's b'coz , i keep this Bear since i know her , i swear !!

This Bear is very Old , But , i keep good care of it .

Like i keep good care of her :)

This is meant to gift to her ,

But , i dont got the chance yet

I promise her that i show her's present if i meet her this holiday :D

Please pray for us so that one day that we can finally meet :X

i'm positive that she love the bear's colour :)

i choose this colour b'coz i know she will love it .

Nini ! LOOK ! the bear are staring at you !

haha ! that's so sweet .

but i still jealous Nini , WHY ? b'coz the are cuter than me ,

DAMN !

^___________^

if you can see Nini , the Bear hold a Heart and it's say

' I LOVE YOU '

this is quite expensive ,

and it's hard to find ,

hehe ~

it's mean , that i really love you ,

and i would do anything just for you :D

All about Nini

First of all , i want say that , ILOVE this picture ,

Why you ask ? it's b'coz this picture of her are the most Cutiest EVER !

i love her so fucking damn much ! :)

But ! the pic that the most i hate is ,

When she hold other guy arm ,

That's like HELL !

But , after a few weeks ,

My feeling just flew away ,

Then , 1 night , she IM me ,

my heartbeat are going crazy dude ,

mybe , it b'coz imy her so much :(

then , we chat and call like the good old days ,

i really Happy got to be with her again ever she already some else GF ,

it's make me kinda foolish you know , like i'm the REBOUND .

But , WHATEVER . all i want to say is , ILOVEHER ,

and ther's are no fucking HUMAN are gonna change that !

i love you Siti Masyitah

Gone . :(

Well everybody . it's looks like my relationship Siti Masyitah ended like that in ONE DAY .

haih , where's to begin , yaiks .

Ok , i tell you about a few mothns ago , Nini (Siti Masyitah) she just get couple with a guy called , *thinking , sorry , i forgot the guy named , btw . after few weeks later , she broke-up with the guy ,

and start serious with me ,

i tought , it might be our fate to be together , i always get serious with her all the times ,

she promise to me that she wont get a relationship with no other guy buy me ,

But , one day , i just finished with my tournament Rugby (KAT) at Vokasional Ampangan,Negeri Sembilan .

and i get home 2 hours after the tournament . damn , it's so tired .

and then , i immidiately rush to my room and turn on my laptop ,

to see what on the news in FB and Nini's blog ,

suddenly , I was in shocked b'coz she belong to someone recently ,

i read all of it , and i knew , that she have a BF already .

On that moment , i want angry and upset with her doing ,

she PROMISE to me that she wont get a relationship with anyone but ME !

but , one that day , i know , she wont come to me ,

b'coz to her , i'm not important ether special .

to her , thay guy is THE ONE , THE GUY , AND ONLY HIM !

i know i'm doom , there's no way for me to get her back to me ,

DAMN !

it's ok , i wont do so , i know , im not the one for her .

P:S ~ i'm sorry coz im mad of you all the sudden ,

and i'm happy for you two , god bless you both ,

and always keep smiling , and dont get sad ok ,

so , i'll be going , i mean , really , i'm going away .

far away , to Egypt , i'll be staying there and schooling there too ,

i hope you have a great life with him ,

Goodbye Nini , Take Care , and iloveyou , AND forgive me .

if you want to teast me , do it if you want to . it's your choice .

remember this , it's your last word that you ever spoke to me .

' kau ada hak ap hah ?! NI HAK AK , bia la ak nk couple ngn spe2 '

i wont forget what you said about me . it's really break my heart . :(