Niii

Hari ni Nini ad tulid kt wall dye

'saia nk awk yg dulu,yang memahami saia'

xtaw la tok siapa dye tulis tu kn

tp kalo tok ak , ak mmg memahami dye . sbb tu la ak tunggu dye smpi 2 tahun

ni tok awk nini ,

'Saia nk awk yg dulu,yang penyayang and bg pnuh kasih sayang tok saia'

Hurrm~

It's about Nini , onee day , she sent to me on my wall that she said , 'i miss you irfan'

on that time , im in shock (!) why ? b'coz the last time she said to me is , ak da muak tgk muka kau , xabis2 muka kau je timbul ! bia la ak nk sembang ngn LAKI len , sbb ak single , ak bole buat ap sahaja yg aku suka ! .

Nini , if you read this , it mean that you realise how much it hurt when i hear that you say that .

If you realise about it :( i really want to be with you Nini , but , did you even give me the chance ?

i waited for you since i know you in Myspace . you promise me that and this , But , it's ok for me just for awhile .

Since you said all of that Crap , i realise something , even you got the GUT to say that . it means ,

Even we are together , you still got the GUT to say that too ,

Nini , i cant do thing if your attitude cant change , i cant see you soo social with guys ,

, I never good enough for you am i Nini ? that's my question to you ,

After all this times , :( Haih ,

i still love you , and i miss you :(

Haih ~

you guys , i need to be honest , I cant stop thinking of Nini ,

i dont know why , recently , i check her profile in FB(as always)

i saw that she is in relationship with a guy name Epul ,

hurmm , i think she hate me soo much ,

until she want to release all of her anger ,

it's all my fault actually ,

i really cant stop thinking of Nini ,

i know , she wont even want to talk to me anymore ,

b'coz , she said , 'i da muak tgk muka you jea'

Men , it's really breaking my heart .

She do

I cant believe she just go like that , she do hate me .

Nini :(

Firstly , i want to say i'm so so sooo sorry Nini ,

i've mess-up BIG time , i know ,

it's my fault , by the word that you say ,

i know , that you want me to go away from your life for good ,

soo , i go , the Good News is , i just gonna break-up with my GF ,

we been fighting , all b'coz she is not happy enough ,

she said much more thing that i dont want to hear , even you dont say it ,

i just want to tell you about that , but ,

the moment i want to tell you about that ,

then you say

'errh takan i nk IM nan muke you jea . naek muak aa i . i single so i bolee IM , wall inbox nan sesape sahaja yg i nak . you ade gf kan so pegilaa nan dea . i nie you abaikan jealaa . ouch yaa nk thu ape perangai yg i tak suke you nie . i tak suke you nie siket siket touching . siket siket buat muke sedeh . naek muak doe . smpai rase daa penat . daalaa bye'

you know what this make me feel ???

it' killing me Nini , im not 'touching' , just think ,

how about me saying that to you ?? what's what make you feel ?

you feel upsad right ??!!

for all the beautiful word that you say about mee ,

then one DAY , you say thing like like UP there ,

But you never realise , how much that i love you ,

All the time that we share our moment together even due that ,

we never meet each other ,

and you promise that you will 'couple' with me one day ,

soo ?? why do you still want with other guy ??

even due that im the guy that you love ,

you pn taw , i xpena mara pompuan , and i tkot ngn pompuan :(

Even that you dont understand , and you still want me to go ,

i'll will go , Trust me , :( just let me know ,

mcm mne i xterasa you kata mcm tu ..

She Dizzy ,

Oh God ! She sick , :( god , please cure her , i dont her to be sick ,

i want her to be happy , and have a healthy life :) (hope i dont have any Grammar error)

I you are getting well , and had you medicine . :)

i know you are sick , but , i hope i got to read more about me in your blog ,

it's weird right , we only express our feeling in our blog ,

we doesn't need to do that if we can meet each other one dayy , :)

I'm Sorry Nini

Nini , where you go ? IMY , i know i've mess-up , and you are upset , i'm sorry .

i know , we cant be together , b'coz you till mad at me , hurmmm :(

i'm so so so soryy , even that you hve cpl alot of guy when you with meee ,

but , i still patient with you , when i cpl with thing girl , you said that you mad at mee ,

but , i just cpl with one gurl , you cpl with alot of guys , what do think of my feeling that moment ?

i patient and let it go , and watch that you enjoying your time with that guy , but , i let you goo ,

i know , with that , you will be happy without me , and beside , he always can meet you , and comfort you all the time , i cant do that ,

You must not forget our promise , ILoveyou you , Hope you can forgive me ,