It's about Nini , onee day , she sent to me on my wall that she said , 'i miss you irfan'
on that time , im in shock (!) why ? b'coz the last time she said to me is , ak da muak tgk muka kau , xabis2 muka kau je timbul ! bia la ak nk sembang ngn LAKI len , sbb ak single , ak bole buat ap sahaja yg aku suka ! .
Nini , if you read this , it mean that you realise how much it hurt when i hear that you say that .
If you realise about it :( i really want to be with you Nini , but , did you even give me the chance ?
i waited for you since i know you in Myspace . you promise me that and this , But , it's ok for me just for awhile .
Since you said all of that Crap , i realise something , even you got the GUT to say that . it means ,
Even we are together , you still got the GUT to say that too ,
Nini , i cant do thing if your attitude cant change , i cant see you soo social with guys ,
, I never good enough for you am i Nini ? that's my question to you ,
Firstly , i want to say i'm so so sooo sorry Nini ,
i've mess-up BIG time , i know ,
it's my fault , by the word that you say ,
i know , that you want me to go away from your life for good ,
soo , i go , the Good News is , i just gonna break-up with my GF ,
we been fighting , all b'coz she is not happy enough ,
she said much more thing that i dont want to hear , even you dont say it ,
i just want to tell you about that , but ,
the moment i want to tell you about that ,
then you say
'errh takan i nk IM nan muke you jea . naek muak aa i . i single so i bolee IM , wall inbox nan sesape sahaja yg i nak . you ade gf kan so pegilaa nan dea . i nie you abaikan jealaa . ouch yaa nk thu ape perangai yg i tak suke you nie . i tak suke you nie siket siket touching . siket siket buat muke sedeh . naek muak doe . smpai rase daa penat . daalaa bye'
you know what this make me feel ???
it' killing me Nini , im not 'touching' , just think ,
how about me saying that to you ?? what's what make you feel ?
you feel upsad right ??!!
for all the beautiful word that you say about mee ,
then one DAY , you say thing like like UP there ,
But you never realise , how much that i love you ,
All the time that we share our moment together even due that ,
we never meet each other ,
and you promise that you will 'couple' with me one day ,
soo ?? why do you still want with other guy ??
even due that im the guy that you love ,
you pn taw , i xpena mara pompuan , and i tkot ngn pompuan :(
Even that you dont understand , and you still want me to go ,
Well everybody . it's looks like my relationship Siti Masyitah ended like that in ONE DAY .
haih , where's to begin , yaiks .
Ok , i tell you about a few mothns ago , Nini (Siti Masyitah) she just get couple with a guy called , *thinking , sorry , i forgot the guy named , btw . after few weeks later , she broke-up with the guy ,
and start serious with me ,
i tought , it might be our fate to be together , i always get serious with her all the times ,
she promise to me that she wont get a relationship with no other guy buy me ,
But , one day , i just finished with my tournament Rugby (KAT) at Vokasional Ampangan,Negeri Sembilan .
and i get home 2 hours after the tournament . damn , it's so tired .
and then , i immidiately rush to my room and turn on my laptop ,
to see what on the news in FB and Nini's blog ,
suddenly , I was in shocked b'coz she belong to someone recently ,
i read all of it , and i knew , that she have a BF already .
On that moment , i want angry and upset with her doing ,
she PROMISE to me that she wont get a relationship with anyone but ME !
but , one that day , i know , she wont come to me ,
b'coz to her , i'm not important ether special .
to her , thay guy is THE ONE , THE GUY , AND ONLY HIM !
i know i'm doom , there's no way for me to get her back to me ,
it's ok , i wont do so , i know , im not the one for her .
P:S ~ i'm sorry coz im mad of you all the sudden ,
and i'm happy for you two , god bless you both ,
and always keep smiling , and dont get sad ok ,
so , i'll be going , i mean , really , i'm going away .
far away , to Egypt , i'll be staying there and schooling there too ,
i hope you have a great life with him ,
Goodbye Nini , Take Care , and iloveyou , AND forgive me .
if you want to teast me , do it if you want to . it's your choice .
remember this , it's your last word that you ever spoke to me .
' kau ada hak ap hah ?! NI HAK AK , bia la ak nk couple ngn spe2 '
i wont forget what you said about me . it's really break my heart . :(
Who is this ? i dont know whose child is this . Nahh ! just kidding . This is my love one , and i really mean it by ONE . :D her name is Siti Masyitah a.k.a Nini :)
This is another pic that i love , coz , she with her lovely frens . they do look alike . :) anyway , i cant tell which one is my NINI . can u guys help me :D Nahh ! i just joking , i know which one is she , she on the right side . :D that's NINI :D
P.S : sorry Nini coz xpnjg sgt . coz xcukup mse nk wt . kne blik Asrama da :( Tc nini , i always loe you and u always in my heart . please remember that forever :D and ILOVEYOU Nini :D