Niii

Hari ni Nini ad tulid kt wall dye

'saia nk awk yg dulu,yang memahami saia'

xtaw la tok siapa dye tulis tu kn

tp kalo tok ak , ak mmg memahami dye . sbb tu la ak tunggu dye smpi 2 tahun

ni tok awk nini ,

'Saia nk awk yg dulu,yang penyayang and bg pnuh kasih sayang tok saia'

Hurrm~

It's about Nini , onee day , she sent to me on my wall that she said , 'i miss you irfan'

on that time , im in shock (!) why ? b'coz the last time she said to me is , ak da muak tgk muka kau , xabis2 muka kau je timbul ! bia la ak nk sembang ngn LAKI len , sbb ak single , ak bole buat ap sahaja yg aku suka ! .

Nini , if you read this , it mean that you realise how much it hurt when i hear that you say that .

If you realise about it :( i really want to be with you Nini , but , did you even give me the chance ?

i waited for you since i know you in Myspace . you promise me that and this , But , it's ok for me just for awhile .

Since you said all of that Crap , i realise something , even you got the GUT to say that . it means ,

Even we are together , you still got the GUT to say that too ,

Nini , i cant do thing if your attitude cant change , i cant see you soo social with guys ,

, I never good enough for you am i Nini ? that's my question to you ,

After all this times , :( Haih ,

i still love you , and i miss you :(

Haih ~

you guys , i need to be honest , I cant stop thinking of Nini ,

i dont know why , recently , i check her profile in FB(as always)

i saw that she is in relationship with a guy name Epul ,

hurmm , i think she hate me soo much ,

until she want to release all of her anger ,

it's all my fault actually ,

i really cant stop thinking of Nini ,

i know , she wont even want to talk to me anymore ,

b'coz , she said , 'i da muak tgk muka you jea'

Men , it's really breaking my heart .

She do

I cant believe she just go like that , she do hate me .

Nini :(

Firstly , i want to say i'm so so sooo sorry Nini ,

i've mess-up BIG time , i know ,

it's my fault , by the word that you say ,

i know , that you want me to go away from your life for good ,

soo , i go , the Good News is , i just gonna break-up with my GF ,

we been fighting , all b'coz she is not happy enough ,

she said much more thing that i dont want to hear , even you dont say it ,

i just want to tell you about that , but ,

the moment i want to tell you about that ,

then you say

'errh takan i nk IM nan muke you jea . naek muak aa i . i single so i bolee IM , wall inbox nan sesape sahaja yg i nak . you ade gf kan so pegilaa nan dea . i nie you abaikan jealaa . ouch yaa nk thu ape perangai yg i tak suke you nie . i tak suke you nie siket siket touching . siket siket buat muke sedeh . naek muak doe . smpai rase daa penat . daalaa bye'

you know what this make me feel ???

it' killing me Nini , im not 'touching' , just think ,

how about me saying that to you ?? what's what make you feel ?

you feel upsad right ??!!

for all the beautiful word that you say about mee ,

then one DAY , you say thing like like UP there ,

But you never realise , how much that i love you ,

All the time that we share our moment together even due that ,

we never meet each other ,

and you promise that you will 'couple' with me one day ,

soo ?? why do you still want with other guy ??

even due that im the guy that you love ,

you pn taw , i xpena mara pompuan , and i tkot ngn pompuan :(

Even that you dont understand , and you still want me to go ,

i'll will go , Trust me , :( just let me know ,

mcm mne i xterasa you kata mcm tu ..

She Dizzy ,

Oh God ! She sick , :( god , please cure her , i dont her to be sick ,

i want her to be happy , and have a healthy life :) (hope i dont have any Grammar error)

I you are getting well , and had you medicine . :)

i know you are sick , but , i hope i got to read more about me in your blog ,

it's weird right , we only express our feeling in our blog ,

we doesn't need to do that if we can meet each other one dayy , :)

I'm Sorry Nini

Nini , where you go ? IMY , i know i've mess-up , and you are upset , i'm sorry .

i know , we cant be together , b'coz you till mad at me , hurmmm :(

i'm so so so soryy , even that you hve cpl alot of guy when you with meee ,

but , i still patient with you , when i cpl with thing girl , you said that you mad at mee ,

but , i just cpl with one gurl , you cpl with alot of guys , what do think of my feeling that moment ?

i patient and let it go , and watch that you enjoying your time with that guy , but , i let you goo ,

i know , with that , you will be happy without me , and beside , he always can meet you , and comfort you all the time , i cant do that ,

You must not forget our promise , ILoveyou you , Hope you can forgive me ,

Her Present ! ^_^

First of all , i want to let you all know , this Bear is Very Very special

WHY ?? it's b'coz , i keep this Bear since i know her , i swear !!

This Bear is very Old , But , i keep good care of it .

Like i keep good care of her :)

This is meant to gift to her ,

But , i dont got the chance yet

I promise her that i show her's present if i meet her this holiday :D

Please pray for us so that one day that we can finally meet :X

i'm positive that she love the bear's colour :)

i choose this colour b'coz i know she will love it .

Nini ! LOOK ! the bear are staring at you !

haha ! that's so sweet .

but i still jealous Nini , WHY ? b'coz the are cuter than me ,

DAMN !

^___________^

if you can see Nini , the Bear hold a Heart and it's say

' I LOVE YOU '

this is quite expensive ,

and it's hard to find ,

hehe ~

it's mean , that i really love you ,

and i would do anything just for you :D

All about Nini

First of all , i want say that , ILOVE this picture ,

Why you ask ? it's b'coz this picture of her are the most Cutiest EVER !

i love her so fucking damn much ! :)

But ! the pic that the most i hate is ,

When she hold other guy arm ,

That's like HELL !

But , after a few weeks ,

My feeling just flew away ,

Then , 1 night , she IM me ,

my heartbeat are going crazy dude ,

mybe , it b'coz imy her so much :(

then , we chat and call like the good old days ,

i really Happy got to be with her again ever she already some else GF ,

it's make me kinda foolish you know , like i'm the REBOUND .

But , WHATEVER . all i want to say is , ILOVEHER ,

and ther's are no fucking HUMAN are gonna change that !

i love you Siti Masyitah

Gone . :(

Well everybody . it's looks like my relationship Siti Masyitah ended like that in ONE DAY .

haih , where's to begin , yaiks .

Ok , i tell you about a few mothns ago , Nini (Siti Masyitah) she just get couple with a guy called , *thinking , sorry , i forgot the guy named , btw . after few weeks later , she broke-up with the guy ,

and start serious with me ,

i tought , it might be our fate to be together , i always get serious with her all the times ,

she promise to me that she wont get a relationship with no other guy buy me ,

But , one day , i just finished with my tournament Rugby (KAT) at Vokasional Ampangan,Negeri Sembilan .

and i get home 2 hours after the tournament . damn , it's so tired .

and then , i immidiately rush to my room and turn on my laptop ,

to see what on the news in FB and Nini's blog ,

suddenly , I was in shocked b'coz she belong to someone recently ,

i read all of it , and i knew , that she have a BF already .

On that moment , i want angry and upset with her doing ,

she PROMISE to me that she wont get a relationship with anyone but ME !

but , one that day , i know , she wont come to me ,

b'coz to her , i'm not important ether special .

to her , thay guy is THE ONE , THE GUY , AND ONLY HIM !

i know i'm doom , there's no way for me to get her back to me ,

DAMN !

it's ok , i wont do so , i know , im not the one for her .

P:S ~ i'm sorry coz im mad of you all the sudden ,

and i'm happy for you two , god bless you both ,

and always keep smiling , and dont get sad ok ,

so , i'll be going , i mean , really , i'm going away .

far away , to Egypt , i'll be staying there and schooling there too ,

i hope you have a great life with him ,

Goodbye Nini , Take Care , and iloveyou , AND forgive me .

if you want to teast me , do it if you want to . it's your choice .

remember this , it's your last word that you ever spoke to me .

' kau ada hak ap hah ?! NI HAK AK , bia la ak nk couple ngn spe2 '

i wont forget what you said about me . it's really break my heart . :(

Must Read !

Olla dak Uchuk !! bie mintak maaf sgt2 coz bie xdpat nk call balik time tu .

My mum rampas , haih ~

Btw , Thnkz baby coz tulis psl bie kt blog baby ,

mmg sweet sgt2 ~ iloveit :)

WHAT ?! Next week baby g kem ?? Alorh !!!

ni yg xbest ni , time tu la bie baru abis KAT Rugby ( Kejohanan Antara Teknik Rugby )

haih ~ bie baru je ni luang mse ngn baby ,

xpeelaa , ni la ujian Allah , jadi bie redha jee , :)

Baby nk cubit bie ?? NO WAY ?!! Dye kne bie yg cubit dulu , coz muka baby tembab and cute sgt2

hehehe ~ baby xdpat nk cubit bie dulu :) Bweek ~

I hope one day we can finally meet baby , and I cant wait for that DAY !

But you better know that I'm not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It'll be the same in my world
I'm your boy You're my Girl

4Minute

This is my favorite Group Artist :)

Their song album are the Hottest Album in Korea

I've followed their song since the first time i hear their song

It was awesome , i love all their song albuum no matter what song album

I really hope i can meet Hyuna and Jihyun

^_^

2PM and SNSD

This is another group artist that i just found

I know u all already know about them

-.-

Acctually they combine thier group

2Pm and SNSD

Hear their new song album :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbnI4FgpFDQ&feature=player_detailpage

imissSitiMasyitah

Finally i'm home from hostel for 2 weeks ,

damn, it's feel like a month !

and imiss MY NINI !!

i always wonder about how her health and how is she doing at school .

and MUCH more . :)

After a Meanwhile , when i arrived home , i quickly searched for my phone ,

b'coz i want to let she know that i have arrived home . :)

I'm sorry to bring you such a bad news to you Hunn . :(

I know that i've promise to meet you when we finish our SPM .

So , i'll try my best to keep my promise ,

dont be mad at me , :( and dont be sad .

im still here Baby :)

and i'll always LOVE YOU !

and want to get serious with our relationship .

^___________________________^

You are special Nini

Who is this ? i dont know whose child is this . Nahh ! just kidding . This is my love one , and i really mean it by ONE . :D her name is Siti Masyitah a.k.a Nini :)

This is another pic that i love , coz , she with her lovely frens . they do look alike . :) anyway , i cant tell which one is my NINI . can u guys help me :D Nahh ! i just joking , i know which one is she , she on the right side . :D that's NINI :D

P.S : sorry Nini coz xpnjg sgt . coz xcukup mse nk wt . kne blik Asrama da :( Tc nini , i always loe you and u always in my heart . please remember that forever :D and ILOVEYOU Nini :D